Thursday, July 30, 2009


Happy memories .. What I have of them is very few



I tried to chase these dark thoughts away



But they keep hunting me everyday



I have nowhere to run



No place to go



Hiding from the sun



Trying to break through



Life feels so wrong



I don't feel like I belong



All I see is emptiness



All I hear is silence



And it's tearing me apart



To see that darkness taking a hold of my heart



Am I on the wrong lane?



Or am I just going insain?

Wednesday, July 1, 2009


I want to feel the rain pour down down on me


And wash away


my pain and agony


Life is getting darker and darker each day


leading me astray


im tierd


I can no longer take it


im suffreing


and I can no longer fake it


im dying


and theres noway im gonna make it


and since thats all I'll ever be


please let go of me


and let me set my soul free